The need to move on

Tell me, how can one start again after a death of a love one?

I feel horrible but I also feel tired. I look like I’ve been munching a bunch of weight loss pill when I saw myself in my mirror this morning. I really feel bad that something like this have to happen to all of us.

I know it’s not the end of the world but you can’t blame me for having this pain. I hate DEATH, I really hate it and any forms relating to it.

I know our blood isn’t the same as that of my relatives but he was more than a friend – he was a BROTHER to me… painful as it seems I know I need to go on. But it may take a while before that happens.

We will miss you ...

I can't believe he's GONE...

Yesterday, January 7, 2009, was one of the worst days of my life.

A dear friend of mine had bid goodbye forever and today was even worse because of the realization that I have to accept that the days with him are finally over. God! The fact of his death hasn’t really sunk into my system and each time I remember his death, tears can’t help but fall from my eyes.

In reality, the cause of death was nonsense for me. Somehow, my thoughts say that its better that he could have died with an illness or better that he could have perished of something nobler than negligence. Yes, his death was cause by his own negligence, a situation that he could have pass if he was careful and aware enough of his consciousness.

Hay, I really can’t relay the whole story now and I can’t say his name yet because a friend of mine who is also a blogger doesn’t know he’s gone, Till then I have to keep it all to me.

Treasured Hamilton Watch

Remember the Hamilton watch that I posted here for my dad? Well, we was able to choose from those gorgeous Hamilton watches we saw online and was able to buy one and gave it to my dad last Christmas.

He was so ecstatic when he saw the watch. He couldn’t believe that we bought him a new watch and it was one of the watches he wanted most. Good thing, my SIL was kind enough to give us a hand in purchasing the item. Thanks sis!

Here it is:


My dad said that this will be his most treasured watch ever because it came from us - his precious children. Aww! Isn't he the sweetest dad ever? :)

A New Beginning

Whoa!!! I can’t believe that the holidays are over! Gosh! I really had a grand time over my mom’s house and now we have to start a new for 2009!

Hope 2009 is a better year for all of us. As a start, let me share you some of the wonderful moments we had over the holidays.

A photo of our rice fields at Magalang, Pampanga..


Father and son bonding moments…

Cute little puppies…


And the lovely skies that greeted us a happy new year!


Happy New Year!!!

Weekend Snapshots.